Emma Weylin

Archive for April, 2009

I think I have finally lost it. I have opened up email communication with my eldest sister. She has left me more confused then I was before and with far more questions then she is willing to answer. I need those questions answer for me to be able to believe what she wants me to. I know it’s harsh that I don’t automatically believe her, but there are too many things that are not adding up in my mind. What do I do with this? She wants to talk on IM, and I am going to let it happen once, just to see how it goes. I need these answers, but at the same time, I know the answers I will get may not change the conclusions I have already come to on my own. I will have to think about what I should do with this.

That is one thing I don’t seem to have enough of anymore. I had girls’ night with my mother and one of our friends last night, and then I went back to my mom’s house and we ended up talking about 4AM, that’s a really long time, lol. I have been emailing my eldest sister. I am not sure if it’s a exercise in stupidity or if it will ever come to anything. She and I have not gotten along in a very long time. There are just some things she has to tell me and until she does, I know it will never work. I wrote this huge email to her, and she didn’t even answer half of the questions in it. Anyway, that’s enough about me for today. I have a room to clean, school work to demand gets done, and a chapter to write. We’ll see how much of it actually gets done, other than the school work.

How many times do I need to write the same phone number and address in a packet of papers? It’s not like the pages aren’t all going to the same place. Anyway, I have one packet done, except I need the husband to sign in a few places, but I am going to wait until I have both of them done and all the other information I need to have assembled, assembled so that I only have to pin him down once to do it. Then I have to go to my dad’s office and see if I can barrow his fax machine, or, if I am lucky, they will let me email both packets to them, if not, I will be faxing for like an hour.