Archive for April 24th, 2009
Insane
I think I have finally lost it. I have opened up email communication with my eldest sister. She has left me more confused then I was before and with far more questions then she is willing to answer. I need those questions answer for me to be able to believe what she wants me to. I know it’s harsh that I don’t automatically believe her, but there are too many things that are not adding up in my mind. What do I do with this? She wants to talk on IM, and I am going to let it happen once, just to see how it goes. I need these answers, but at the same time, I know the answers I will get may not change the conclusions I have already come to on my own. I will have to think about what I should do with this.