Perceptions of Reality
Emailing with a person I shall refer to as SS to keep her privacy intact has come to an end. I can’t say that I am surprised with the childishness she had displayed, in fact, I was expecting it. The lack of logic was astounding and the ability of cruel and unfounded speak was equally awesome. SS has made accusation about another specific member of my family and has until now refused to give any specific information. SS continued to priest that I get information to prove or discredit her accusation from two people she considers to be pathological liars. How stupid is that? When I did finally go to one of the said individuals, I suddenly became a liar because she didn’t want me talking with that said person. The whole situation has left me pissed off and angry at SS, to the point she is no longer in my life. Should she one day decide to accept parts of reality she refuses to admit too, I will then take into considerations developing a new relationship with her. Until then, she is out. I do not want her to know anything about me or my family aside from what she might be able to find on this website. Since she doesn’t know my pen name at this time, it is not likely she will find it, though I don’t know for sure.
If SS should happen to find this and read it, I will say this. I do not hate you. I feel sorry for you and for your children. You are a hypocrite. You expect one type of behavior toward you and refused to give the same type of difference to anyone else. You are delusional. Get help. Your inability to accept reality as it is, is disturbing. You cannot expect me to believe any accusation you might make against anyone until you can accept and acknowledge your own past behaviors. You call everyone expect maybe two people liars. If the whole world is lying to you, then perhaps it is in your perception of reality and not what is actually happening. Think long and hard about yourself. Mental illness does run in your blood line, it may be a wise decision to get that checked out so you may receive the help you so desperately need.
I have sought professional help for the things in my past and it has helped me greatly. I am not asking you to do things I have not done myself. I have admitted to you my own wrong doings only to have it thrown in my face and to have you question my character. I have many questions about your character, yet I have not once thrown that in to your fact until you became nasty and vindictive. I hope you do find truth in your life. You need it, though it might be the truth you want.
I am sorry this is so cryptic, but I will not air anyone’s dirty laundry on the internet but my own. Comments to this topic are monitored like any other, just so SS knows.